paradox

I wrote your name with ruinous devotion on things I never showed anyone ,now it is engraved on the ruin within ,I reek of grief now .

my love ,do you feel me everytime you claw at my ribs to give me way to reach the hollow ?I never reach it and it never leaves, maybe sometimes the only way is through but yet the days get heavier .

Someone once told me ‘YOUR GREATEST LOVE BECOMES YOUR GREATEST SCAR’ and now all of them seem to notice the dying stars in my eyes. You recognised the monster in me but failed to see how it was created ,and if you ever asked me how I managed to possess so much darkness within I would look at you in agony and whisper in your ears how the voices grew louder and the fall from innocence was irrevocably painful, I promise I’ll bleed out show you that there are those who have already crashed and those who have yet to . till then I pray to god I survive.